Inside Voices

by Careful Gaze

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1.
Stay up late on weekdays It’s just me and the ceiling, attempting to keep feeling Short weekends and night drives Leave me anxious and pleading - just tell me how you’re doing My trade-offs, and habits Are all that keep me moving, and I can’t track who I’m failing Feigned silence, and shaking I’m trying to be a person, but I’m not very good at it, no One of these days we’re going to have to, One of these days we’re going to have to learn One of these days we’re going to have to, One of these days we’re going to have to learn to talk to each other If it doesn’t kill you, does it keep you alive? If it doesn’t hurt you, does it make it alright? If it doesn’t numb your pain, is it even worth your time? One of these days we’re going to have to learn to live each other's lives One of these days we're going to have to learn I am the riesling that they told you not to drink And I’ve been waiting for the day you pour me out into the sea, love One of these days we’re going to have to, One of these days we’re going to have to learn to talk to each other Tear my body apart If it doesn’t kill you, does it keep you alive? If it doesn’t hurt you, does it make it alright? If it doesn’t numb your pain, is it even worth your time? One of these days we’re going to have to learn to live each other's lives One of these days we're going to have to learn
2.
He said: “To get into my kingdom, you must lose everything Come with me and I will show you (loss of) dignity And it only has to cost you pride, bow to me” He spoke with hollow confidence dripping from his tongue He held tradition in one hand; your safety in the other one He has built an empire on his veiled intimidation Put him in his place Cat-caller with a tarnished name It is time to call out rapists and let their names burn in the fires they started How did we get to a place where we knew what was happening, still looked away Our history has favored men, but when did that become a pass to defend our actions When you share your story, it is just the guilty ones that are the unbelievers You are at the forefront of ending an oppressive culture that pardons abusers I hope for futures where our daughters can walk the streets alone I hope we learn to kill the evil that is living in our homes I just hope you're safe right now, simply thriving on your own He said “To get out of my prison, you have to speak my name" The only way his name will live on is a stone above his grave Your end will be one of solace, unlike his end in filth and shame He said “I love you but there is a condition" He only loves you when he thinks you’re “his woman” He said “I love you but there is a condition" You said “it’s time somebody stands up and ends it” He said “I love you but there is a condition" His legacy is caving in Tear down his confidence
3.
Can it be pleasant, can it be expected, when we die Can your eyes be brilliant, can your hands be folded over mine If we’re simply failures, can we fail together, and stay alive And if I die before you, will you still move forward while I stay behind Will it be honest, will we be present, the last time we talk Will I say I’m sorry, that I got so angry, that I couldn't stop If we lose all our vibrance, become muted violet, can we keep our minds Can we sit in sunrooms, becoming faded fixtures pointing to easier times We left our eloquence dangling on clothesline in the Summer wind I don't think I was really an inside kid, I was depressed and unfocused This "bury a friend" shit has made it all too apparent that we all deal with this We develop minds that we don't understand, and then we let a system win Don’t let the system win I won't let you lose me So don't let me lose you If we fade in the sunlight We'll live on as a different hue
4.
Goals 04:35
Stay up late on weekdays It’s just me and the ceiling, attempting to keep feeling Short weekends and night drives Leave me anxious and pleading - just tell me how you’re doing My trade-offs, and habits Are all that keep me moving, and I can’t track who I’m failing Feigned silence, and shaking I’m trying to be a person, but I’m not very good at it, no One of these days we’re going to have to, One of these days we’re going to have to learn One of these days we’re going to have to, One of these days we’re going to have to learn to talk to each other If it doesn’t kill you, does it keep you alive? If it doesn’t hurt you, does it make it alright? If it doesn’t numb your pain, is it even worth your time? One of these days we’re going to have to learn to live each other's lives One of these days we're going to have to learn I am the riesling that they told you not to drink And I’ve been waiting for the day you pour me out into the sea, love One of these days we’re going to have to, One of these days we’re going to have to learn to talk to each other Tear my body apart If it doesn’t kill you, does it keep you alive? If it doesn’t hurt you, does it make it alright? If it doesn’t numb your pain, is it even worth your time? One of these days we’re going to have to learn to live each other's lives One of these days we're going to have to learn
5.
Thrones 04:34
He said: “To get into my kingdom, you must lose everything Come with me and I will show you (loss of) dignity And it only has to cost you pride, bow to me” He spoke with hollow confidence dripping from his tongue He held tradition in one hand; your safety in the other one He has built an empire on his veiled intimidation Put him in his place Cat-caller with a tarnished name It is time to call out rapists and let their names burn in the fires they started How did we get to a place where we knew what was happening, still looked away Our history has favored men, but when did that become a pass to defend our actions When you share your story, it is just the guilty ones that are the unbelievers You are at the forefront of ending an oppressive culture that pardons abusers I hope for futures where our daughters can walk the streets alone I hope we learn to kill the evil that is living in our homes I just hope you're safe right now, simply thriving on your own He said “To get out of my prison, you have to speak my name" The only way his name will live on is a stone above his grave Your end will be one of solace, unlike his end in filth and shame He said “I love you but there is a condition" He only loves you when he thinks you’re “his woman” He said “I love you but there is a condition" You said “it’s time somebody stands up and ends it” He said “I love you but there is a condition" His legacy is caving in Tear down his confidence
6.
Sunrooms 05:04
Can it be pleasant, can it be expected, when we die Can your eyes be brilliant, can your hands be folded over mine If we’re simply failures, can we fail together, and stay alive And if I die before you, will you still move forward while I stay behind Will it be honest, will we be present, the last time we talk Will I say I’m sorry, that I got so angry, that I couldn't stop If we lose all our vibrance, become muted violet, can we keep our minds Can we sit in sunrooms, becoming faded fixtures pointing to easier times We left our eloquence dangling on clothesline in the Summer wind I don't think I was really an inside kid, I was depressed and unfocused This "bury a friend" shit has made it all too apparent that we all deal with this We develop minds that we don't understand, and then we let a system win Don’t let the system win I won't let you lose me So don't let me lose you If we fade in the sunlight We'll live on as a different hue

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On May 25th 2020, George Floyd was murdered by the police in our city. This is one of COUNTLESS instances of police brutality against a POC, but this one in particular sparked a movement. We have always been about equality and standing up for others, and this situation is no different.
100% of the money that hits our account from this album will be donated to the Black Visions Collective in Minneapolis or another similar organization /individual supporting the Black Lives Matter movement / Justice for George Floyd in Minneapolis / St Paul.
www.blackvisionsmn.org

NO JUSTICE / NO PEACE.

This is a collection of the three singles we have released so far this year along with new chill / acoustic versions of them that we arranged, recorded, and produced during quarantine. We will be releasing more music this year, but given the recent change in the music industry we wanted to take the down-time to reflect on what we've gone and bring a new, quieter approach to these songs.

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released June 5, 2020

Inside Voices tracks produced by Careful Gaze, mastered by B Morris Drake

Original versions produced and mastered by Sam Howell (Sunken City Studios)

Album artwork by Abby West / Gabe Reasoner

Original Goals artwork by Dave Allen
Original Thrones artwork by Kendall Kroner
Original Sunrooms artwork by Sky Bussanmas

Careful Gaze is Gabe, Preston, and Aslan.
Jason Neymeyer played drums on the original three tracks.
Gang vocals - band + Allie and Abby

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